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by just a poet Nov 11, 2005 category : Love, romance / desired love
I've known him for 2 years or so, I've liked him for 1 year and more, I've liked him as more than a friend, but he doesn't see me so. last night we went to a party, i was his princess that night, i was the pretty one, i was the subject of his attention. at first it was nothing, we played a few games, sat together and had fun, we were the closest friends ever. then i leyed my head on his lap, and got myself as comfortable as i could, i was on paradise, what could i do. he put his arms around me, he played with my hair, he stroked my face, with so much care. then someone said something, about this guy i used to know, and i started crying, onto his white counts shirt. he didn't care about his shirt, instead he made soothing noises, and wiped away my tears, told me he wasn't worth it. clutching his hand, my head resting on his chest, him holding me to him, it was a perfect day. he kissed me on the cheek, i even let him, his face was wight, but i gave him a kiss back on the cheek. just before he went, i went to hug him goodbye, he picked me up and swung me around, i was taken by surprise. then my friends said oh my god, as if you can pick her up, wow you must be quite strong, you just picked our elnaz up. he looked at them and said, elnaz is thin and light weight, the he picked me up properly, and i put my hands around his neck. once again just before i went, he picked me up, my arm around his neck, then he did something that made think wait. he tried to kiss me upon the lips, i was gonna let him, but i turned me face, and kissed him upon the cheek. the only reason i did this, was because he isn't mine, he flirts with many and all, but he does have a bride.