Mother you left me alone

You closed the door and left forever,
The pain you caused us will last forever
you said you were tired of the fights,
But did you know of all the worried nights,
I cried alone in the dark room
You decided to seal my doom
Why didn't you tell me that you hated this life,
Before stabbing my hopes with the knife
Come back to me and be my mother form the past,
I don't want this hope to leave but to last