We used to be close,
Hell, even friends,
You were the one I ran to,
I even confessed my darkest secrets.
It seems things have changed,
You don't even hang out with me,
You don't even acknowledge my exsistence,
Where did the good times go?
I don't know what I have to do,
To get you to notice me,
But would you even care?
What do I have to do?
I try to get involved in your life,
But you still push me away,
Things are different now,
At least you used to care.
Connected by blood,
And I used to think at heart,
Maybe I was wrong about us,
Maybe I was wrong about everything.
It shatters me inside to see us fade,
What else can I do,
To make you see the hurt,
To make you feel the hole in my heart?
Something inside you has changed,
You're a whole different person now,
You scare me when you yell,
You make anger build up inside of me.
I feel like I could rip out,
Of my tortured bodily shell,
And stomp you into the ground,
Would you notice me then?
I truly don't want to hurt you,
I just wish things would go back,
To when I was your equal,
When you were my best friend.
I miss you Mommy.
