Now that I've poured my heart out
There's nothing more to be done
So I'll start random poems
Whether they be sad, happy or fun
It's been a couple of months now
Since I've actually felt free
I've been bound by chains
It's been hard moving, you see
I'll share with you all right now
The history of my life
I've never done this before
Writing about it is my first time
Where I'm supposed to begin
Is my most recent ordeal
Do I start with my childhood
Or just the way I feel
Well I guess I have no choice
But to talk about whatever
Rambling on and on
By the way, how's the weather
Anyway, where was I
Oh yes I should be random
I was a happy boy once
Yes, it's quite hard to fathom
Behind all the sadness
And all my experience with pain
There was an innocent boy
Who never knew rain
I was always smiling then
A cute boy and his play things
I was spoiled to the roof
With new stuff to play with
Happy as I could be
I had no reason to frown
When I was ever hurt
I was taken care of by the town
Everything changed, though
That fateful day that I moved
The sun didn't shine again
But I always saw the moon
I became sad after that
Taken away from my home
I was sent to examine life
And I felt so alone
I had no friends then
And there was a harsh city
I had to grow up fast
Boy, that was a pity
I lost my childhood
And I grew up too fast
Now there's a frown on my face
And forever it'll last
I got along with the girls, though
I'm not gonna lie
The boys didn't play with me
They always saw me cry
So I grew up with the ladies
But I never went gay
I'm as straight as a ruler
And that's even true today
I've understood all he women
And everything they want
I know they have fun with boys
Teasing them with their taunts
I didn't understand though
The difference between love and fun
They always picked on a boy
Yup, you guessed it, I was the one
They played with my heart
And they played with my mind
It messed me up so bad
And I didn't want to be kind
I've always been tricked
And i never appreciated that
So whenever a girl gets close to me
What I do is turn my back
I don't know the difference
Between the truth and the lies
They all seem the same to me
I guess I have horrible eyes
I've fallen in love once
That same love I still have
I love her with everything
But does she love me back
I don't think that I'll ever know
What's going through her thoughts
I'm not thinking of it, though
More problems is what I've brought
So from childhood and experiences
I guess I must've grown
No matter which country
Into which I have flown
I'm still a naive boy
From the kid in the town
To the city where I live in
There's no difference now
I still get tricked now and again
But I'm willing to learn
What happened to the random
The topic quickly turned
I guess it goes to show
That love's the only thing I think about
The randomness I wanted
Never will turn out
So how will this poem end
Will it end with a bang
Or will it just end now
Letting the emptiness hang
