6 months and I\'m still trying
I don\'t want to anymore but I am
I keep telling myself its not worth it
crying and hurting myself..
fighting to talk to someone who doesn\'t care
but I need you
I keep fighting it because I need you
you came into my life and saved me
and now you\'re fading away from my life
I\'ve found myself replacing you with another
because I need someone to be there for me
when you\'re not don\'t you know how much that hurts?
you said you\'d always be there
you always acted like you cared
but now why should I care?
its because I love you, I love you
6 months and I\'m still trying
don\'t you remember that night
that long talk we had?
you loved me so much then
I thought I could tell you anything
and after that you stopped caring
like you don\'t even believe my situation anymore
you really don\'t
and you cant see this pain built up inside of me
how much I trusted you, and then you left me standing in the dark
you didn\'t realize how much I really needed you
how much I trusted you
how important you were because you could help me when no one else could
you made me feel okay for the first time in years
and then one day I\'m just another person in your life again
just another little girl, like all the others
like I never meant anything
like all I\'d been through...wasn\'t there
I kept telling myself this would pass
it didn\'t pass.
6 months you never talked to me about it
I loved you so much
how could you do this to me?
how could I really believe you were the person in my life that could always be there no matter what?
it makes me cry
always
I pray for things to go back to a year ago
I keep trying to talk to you
every week
6 months and I\'m still trying
I don\'t want to anymore but I am
I don\'t want to anymore but I am
...and I don\'t think I\'ll stop
I wont detach myself away from you
