Loosing your best friend..

I'm all alone,
no one can hear me,
I'm a blur,
that no one can see,

i lost my best friend,
who doesn't understand,
that I'm falling down,
without anyone to catch my hand.

she wont listen,
and it seems that she doesn't care,
she says she does,
but she's never there.

she thinks I'm jealous,
and that I'm not a good friend,
but for some reason I'm not,
and i don't want our friendship to end.

she says my accusations are false,
but not to me,
i didn't mean to hurt her,
but she just wouldn't see.

all i wanted to do,
was tell her that i felt left out,
i had to say something,
but i didn't want to shout.

i tried to be understanding,
and let her go,
but i couldn't,
i had to let her know,

that was selfish i know,
but what was i supposed to do?
she cried,
but she doesn't care that i cried too.

she has other people,
who are there,
but i don't
and no one seems to care.

this time i think,
she's gone for good,
she left me,
and she probably should.

i think, by what she feels,
that i really am a horrible friend,
and that this is really the,
e n d . . .

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