FaCe rEaLiTy

I'm scared to talk to you
because of what you might say
though I'm getting mixed feelings
and you hug me almost every day

i see you all the time
on my way to class
sometimes we don't say anything
as we quietly pass

occasionally we talk on the computer
when you get home
you said you cant call me
because you lost the number to my phone

i guess thats better
than nothing at all
if we can talk on there
why bother to call?

i never wanna have to
see you with her again
and i certainly don't
wanna be "just friends"

everybody is saying no
but I'm still saying yes
i don't want to face reality
although i know its for the best

slowly you erase me
as if i was never there
your starting to make it seem
like you never did care

why is it that
i can't make myself see that were through
why do i now finally realize
i never really meant anything to you?