My Daddy;My Hero;My Protection;My tears

How could you call,
When your the reason I would fall,
How could you reach out your hand,
When you the reason I couldn't stand.

How could you say you love me,
When before you couldn't even see me?
How could it be me that you need,
When you couldn't even tuck me in because you were out smoking weed.

How could you leave me,
To pick up this shattered family,
How could you just walk away,
and not expect me to hate you to this very day,

How could you expect me back after all these years?!
When you created my crimson tears,
How could you tell me crying is not right,
And not expect me to destroy myself in the middle of the night.

How could you think that this door would be wide open,
When your the reason I'm still having trouble coping.

How could you hurt me so much,
Without a single touch,
How could you wonder why my arms I would hide,
When you have drove me to the point of attempted suicide.

How could you say you care?!
When you were never really there,
How could you wonder why I don't say I love you,
After All this Shit you put me through.

How could you even think of me giving you a second try,
When it is because of you that everynight Suicide creeps and I want to die.