Liar

Knowing how u feel about her
is enough to make me cry
i fight back tears furiously
but u don't know i lied

i lied when i said i didn't care
now my heart is peeling layer by layer

i lied when i told you i was fine
i lied when i said id be over you in no time

i lied when i told you i was just tired
i never told you my heart was on fire

i lied when i said it was okay
i lied when i told you I'd call today

i lied about liking to have you as "just a friend"
i didn't want to admit our relationship had come to an end

i lied that day i saw u with her
i lie because i don't want to remember

don't want to remember
what happened in october

i lied to myself
i lied to you too
lying is all that i can do

i lied all along
now i know it was wrong

so now ill tell the truth
I'm not okay with her and you

i lied back then
but now ill say
i want to be more than just your friend