All is Lost

With only a few words, everything is lost.
Why do we let anger, jealousy, or mistrust rule our lives?
It makes no sense how such a perfect thing can go so wrong.
Feelings are ruined over something that seems so unimportant.

When its right you just know, and its like nothing can change that,
And even when things go completly wrong, it still feels right.
As much as i want to hate him, theres just no way i can.
Its hard to get over someone when you dont even try.

Its crazy how three months can seem like a lifetime,
And how words cant explain all the feelings im trying to hide.
I never wanted to care this much, dont think i chose the pain,
Why would i choose to let myself hurt so badly if it didnt matter?

None of that is important now, its over and done, or maybe its not?
I guess you could say that everything isnt really lost,
Because the fact that we can still be friends says alot.

I know that he still cares, but that doesnt change anything.
Even if he does love me, he chose for things to be this way.
And the fact that we are still close doesnt make it hurt any less,
In fact it probably makes it harder, but i wouldnt have it any other way.

Because maybe you dont understand what it feels like...
When just looking at someone makes you happy and breaks your heart at the same time.