No More Baby-

I guess I can stop thinkin' of baby names.
Forget about teachin' my kid how to play games.

I can stop thinkin' about the life I almost created.
All this pain leaves me devastated.

I wanted a lil' baby boy.
I could see myself buying monster truck toys.

I'm not going to be a mother.
I didn't make anyone a father.

It makes me cry.
Maybe I should've died.

Maybe my baby would've lived.
And slept in the crib.

The one with stars and moons.
This all came and went too soon.