Its hard accepting the fact that things can never be the way they once used to be, but i am determined to try. I still havnt grown accustom to this new life style of mine. But i try my best to look past that figure standing in my way. The one that blocks me from a better tomorrow. I hope for the best but expect the worst. My life is the complete opposite of what it used to be. Its like a rude awakening from a peaceful sleep. The dreams of sleep are now nightmares of reality. By far, this is the worst situation that life has placed me in. Up until now, no matter how life had tossed me, i always managed to land on my feet like a cat with 9 lives. But im still debating on whether or not to bury the hatchet. I feel that it is right, but does that matter? People change but i know this, whats done in the dark will certainly come to light. When a thought of you runs through my mind, i become engulfed with rage. But God will punish you on the day of judgement for the sins youve committed against me. You try to play the role of a good girl but ive seen better. Everything about you is a lie and youve made my life a joke, but payback is a b**** and youre about to find out how quickly sugar turns to s***!
