Baby if you can read this from the heavens above I want you to know you will always have mommas love. The day i layed on that bed was the day i noticed that with out you i will always be so sad. you were so little just a little baby i let you go like you were a piece of garbage. But baby I was so young i didn't know what to do me and your daddy would have never made it but now i don't care about that all i can ever think about is when i die i want to be in heaven also to be with my little baby. I love you sweet heart you are my life I send you kisses every night and i send you prayers to I'm sure God reads them to you. I know that you are in good place I know God is watching over you until the day i die and get to be with you. Baby can you see how sad i am with out you you are my child my baby my life and I just let you go like that. i hope that you are not mad at me. i hope that you love me and that you forgive me for what i have done all in all you will always be my first son . i will never love any one or any think like i love you and i want you to know that if you ever feel sad or blue and you just want some one to hug mommas right here just ask God to let you come down from the above to give your momma a little hug... Bye bye sweetie sweet dreams i love you *love momma*
