These hugs are meaningless and i cant remember ever being told i was loved, ever feeling wanted. I am abandoned, doomed to feel lifeless forever. But how can you cope? How? How can you stand there and face the next moment? I have no where to go. Nobody to turn to when i look back. When i think of my past, i see no one. I cant remember smiling with you beside me. Its as if ive erased you from my past because youre not wanted anymore. Love, me x3
