I have dreams of becoming something so much more than i am. I dont want to grow old and still be this nothing ive grown accustom to. I fantasize because i dont wish to know me any longer. Im certain that theres nothing you can do. The only one who can help me is me, but i wont, i dont deserve a better life. Ive always cared about you and i always will, ive always tried to be there for you and ill keep trying but no, im such a bad person, i dont deserve to escape from this prison and although my world keeps getting smaller, my dreams keep getting bigger.
