I'm receiving this horrid information
Try to eliminate diseases in my path
In place of my heart well fits this situation
Plead I will feel no need for a bloodbath
I'm proof of how much blindness may enhance
Demanded not to indulge in what calms me most
I'm consumed in my own chemical romance
This drug is my body's true host
Those who once loved me cry as I hit the floor
But my addiction sharply whispers to crawl on
A high as sky piercing that i can not ignore
All my worries will soon be gone
Don't stand in my way as I fight for my pacer
I'm a victim of a never forgotten past
I can rid written mistakes with an eraser
Impossibly determined for use on what can never last
The pressure of perfection is not easy to take
Only in time will recovery increase circulation
And when you fail you only feel like a fake
Cry cause you didn't choose your relation
On the part of the paper clearly stated in ink
It's denying myself truth of reality
I seek closure from who have sinned for my wink
And push my first scene of regret on the road to mentality
