Killing Himself in Her Eyes

Keep your hand upon the gun
You're the only one
Who can pull this trigger.
Now, go figure
That the gun's against your head.
Once again it's said
Your only enemy's yourself,
You're bad for your own health.
Yet you take another breath,
One step closer to your death,
You say another word.
Can you guarantee it's heard
By the others in this "world"?
(This hell hate has unfurled.)
So clever with your wit,
But I'm so sick of it.
Nothing is meaningful that you say;
You say it anyway.

I want to pull away the gun,
Keep you from being another one
Of those fools that throws life away.
Suicide is not a word of play,
But it's the word of choice for what you do
And what you're doing with me & you.
If you're going to die, do it now,
Before I can stop you somehow.
You're life is slowly coming to a halt
But it's faster than I can shout.
You know I love you, but now I can't see you live;
You're only a fool with nothing left to give.
You pull the trigger, and hit the floor
Not an angel in my eyes anymore.
I'll rest in peace because you are dead.
Upon your broken body, I lay my head.
Nothing fixed, but something gained
All because of the day it rained.

(C) Samantha Tulgetske
Aka Likuid Pain