She wasnt very pretty,
but got a lot of guys.
She has been used so many time,
that he heart is nothing.
She used to do bad things,
but smartened up and turned herself around.
She doesnt remember her first kiss,
because she was high when it happened.
She loves a boy very much,
but they have only been together for a month.
She wants him forever,
but is afraid to be broken.
She has problems at home,
her dad hurts her, her mom screams.
They don't love her,
as much as they love their other daughter.
She wants to die,
but doesnt want to leave her love behind.
She wants to bleed to death,
so people can feel her pain.
Everynight she prays to not wake up,
but every morning there she is, still alive.
The pain inside hurts so much that she could scream,
but when she trys to scream only tears come out.
She tells people she's alright,
that she doesnt need help.
But deep inside she knows,
she needs as much as she can get.
The pain she has is not of which she enjoys,
it eats away like maggots.
The cuts on her hands tell a story,
of which she has never said aloud.
She told her friends that they were nothing,
that it was all a joke.
But deep inside she knows,
that its was not of a joke, but of a pain.
This girl,
is me, an undeserving mess...
She doesn't deserve to live.
So she ends...... and takes her last breath.
