Its hard looking back
When all you have felt is pain and regret
All you want to do is walk away
Pretend it was all a dream
But you know
When you lie awake at night
It will come back to haunt you till you scream
The images run through your head
Insomnia slowly creeps in
You can barely comcentrate
You feel as if the walls are closing in
Trying to forget those thoughts
You ponder something else
Hoping to forget the memories
That once filled your deceived mind
~i know it's all screwed up(majorly)but i am going to rewrite it, and i might change the title too. so look for a rewritten one. I might also ad some more stuff to it, or i might not, idk yet.~
