He watches from the balcony, as she kisses him goodbye
he stares and sighs with regret, of not really knowing why
He sees her as she opens her door, the wind blows through her hair.
He wishes that the wind could speak, and tell her how much he cares.
He spends his time in solitude, contemplating within his mind
and when the time comes, he should speak, the words are so hard to find
he misses his chance again, but hes not broken nor brought down.
He knows that one day he'll confess his love, and turn his life around
he speaks his mind and doesn't wait, but she doesn't seem to care
did he make a mistake by speaking his heart, she replies with a stare
"I'm sorry for what I'm gonna say, please don't take this wrong
I knew you liked me, so i played, and joked with you all along.
I didn't mean to break your heart, this here is really whats true.
I don't have feelings, nor do I care, for anything of you."
"I can't believe what I just heard, are you saying this was a game?
You were toying with my emotions all along? you didn't feel the same.
How could you be so cold, how could you break my heart
I always thought that you were different, but you just ripped my world apart."
He backs away and turns around, raises his chin to say
"I'm glad I figured you out this soon, before I loved you one day.
I hope you're glad at what you've done, you ruined all I have left.
Now whats there for me to do, but come face to face with death.
After what you did to me, I doubt my heart would want a cure
You selfish girl, you broke my heart, now I don't want love anymore.
My life is over, I care not now, just leave me alone at least
away from people in this world like you, just let me die in peace."
He stayed inside for months and months, he was broken deep inside.
and for every morning that he woke, he wished that he would die.
he ask God for a second chance, to live and let love descend
But when he realized what came from love, he didn't want to love again.
His life became a puzzle, a horrid maze he couldn't escape.
he became even more depressed, his mind was cluttered with hate.
For everything that was done to him, gave him a reason to die.
for everyone who told him the truth, and for everyone who lied.
He came so close to ending his life, so close, he could taste the kiss
and it's all because he went for love, he fell for it and missed.
