Memories trapped beneath my pillow

Its bugging me creating me and twisting me around I'm endlessly caving in and turning inside out,
because i want it now i want it now give me your heart and soul.

I'm breaking out I'm breaking out last chance to lose control cause i want to fall away with you, your memories turn into whispers trapped beneath my pillow....

a guy very close to my heart wrote this to me but were just m8s now :( ('''''''').......................