I have a Secret

I have a secret
I swear i intended to keep
This pain has gone on too long
Its tearing me apart, and breaking me down

Admitting i need help
Is the best way to go
I need your help
Don't laugh and don't criticize

I am sorry that life has been hard
I am sorry I am behind it all
I never wanted it to be this way
I never wanted to watch you fall

I have a secret
I swear it true
I have a secret
I love you