by Jessica Nov 13, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about death
Tonight is the night, I just know it, the feeling in my heart tells me so, I'm just so sick and tired of all the ridicule, all the laughter, I just can't take all these preps, they are all the same, rich, and always thinking they are better than me, just because they live in big houses, and have two parents that live in the same house, while I live in a dump, I live as white trash, everyday is just the same, I get up, I look in the mirror, and everyday I see the same thing, a depressed 14 year old girl, a girl just looking for a way out, well I finally found my out, tonight, at that preps house, the one that's always showing off her pretty clothes, and her handsome boyfriend, she's throwing a party, with lots of alcohol, I think I'll just drink myself to death, and inside my pocket, I'll leave a little suicide note, and this is what I'll write, "Tonight I take my life, tonight I'll show you all what you did to me, you slowly murdered me, even though you may not know it, all your words and ridicules, that's all that killed this poor white trash girl" |