If it would happen
my life would be great
no more visits to the knife
no more tears that drain
i would be so happy
to solve all these problems
what a load to be taken
and what joy would be forsaken
the thought of my secrets
to be told to all
and equaling acceptance
and some love
brings tears to my eyes
and hope to my heart
but my brain takes after there
telling me that
those thoughts are so untrue
and can never happen
that i can be loved
be worthy of great things
and will never be accepted
as humans we all want may things
true love
acceptance
happiness
the feeling of being free
yet as humans
we must come to realize
all of these at once
will never happen
and more often
we may have long periods
in our short life
that we have none of them