Friends forever is what we promised,
With all our hearts; so pure,
But now looking back on it,
I'm just really not so sure.
How did we let something so small,
Get between us, get in the way.
My lips sting with these unfinished words,
That I never got to say.
As I sit here with regret in my soul,
Anger and envy in my chest,
I start to wonder how we got ourselves,
So deeply fcuked into this mess.
I start to wonder about,
Why we broke apart.
I start to wonder why,
I've got this empty hole through my heart.
But wondering doesn't get you anywhere.
It only leaves you with confusing thoughts.
It's like searching for a saving cure,
For the disease you never caught.
So what's stopping us from forgiveness?
Why can't we just move on and forget?
Are we that rapt in fear,
We're so scared to be 'the reject'?
So why don't we just grow up,
Forgive, forget and be mature.
Because we made that promise,
With all our hearts; so pure.