Hit And Miss©

Why is everything so unfair?
Why are things so hard?
I just can't seem to cope any longer,
Everything is passing so fast.

They tell me to slow down
While others tell me to run fast.
Sadness, happiness and hollowness,
None ever seem to last.

Sometimes I get so angry,
And I get so filled with rage,
Sometimes I feel so trapped,
These walls surround me as my cage.

It pulls me down when I try to fly,
It crawls right under my skin.
And no matter how deep I cut,
It's like a battle I can never win.

These scars are painful reminders,
Of times when I was too weak to be strong.
I thought it was everyone around me,
But it was just me all along.

Everything seems to be magnified,
Everything feels so much more.
I have no disease,
But I can't stop looking for the cure.

I look in the mirror and,
All I see is sadness and regret.
But oh no, don't let her get you down.
Just move on and forget.

I spend hours thinking about thinking,
And all the people I will one day lose.
Then waste more time faking myself happy,
And end up more confused.

So, what are we doing all this for?
Is there a meaning to all of this?
Is there a deeper meaning to life?
Or maybe it's simply just hit and miss.