If only I knew

"this isn't mine but when i read it it meant alot to me"

If only i knew
i would never hear your voice again.
I would've cherished your every word, every infliction of your voice with all my heart.
If only i knew it was our last hug i would've held you tight and hoped to never let you go.
If only i knew that was the last time, the very last time i would see you i would've taken the time to treasure everything about you.
If only i knew it was our final kiss i would've used it to tell you that you are and always will be the love of my life.
If only i knew i would never share another day with you i would've made the most of every second.
If only i knew your hand would never hold mine again i would've wished the moment would never end.
If only i knew i was about to lose your smile i would've thanked you for all the joy you've brought to my life.
If only i knew the love and strength and support you've always given me were about to end i would've run to your side and thanked you for the million times you've made a difference in my life.
If only i knew my voice was about to go silent my words to you would've been punctuated with "i love you's".

***this poem rocks***