Alwaiz my fault

2day my friend
picked him over me
she said it wouldn't happen
but thats not what i could see

he wanted her back
but she wouldn't let that be
so he cracked the shits
and blamed everything on me

i went to the netball
and she didn't want me 2 stay
all because i said 2 her
I'm not going 2 school the next day

i saw her 2day
she hardly spoke 2 me
things cant be like this
shes coming 2 my house for tea

whys it always my fault
what have i done
i don't understand
i wish someone would shoot me with a gun

its really getting ti me
i hate feeling this way
i wish i could tell her
but i don't know what 2 say

what if i lose her
id just sit there and cry
i wouldn't wanna live
id just wanna die

i wanna work it out
i don't wanna feel like this no more
she means the world 2 me
and my chest wouldn't be so sore

(this happen over 2 days)