What should I say?

When I talk to you,
what should I say?
Tell you I'm not happy,
and don't want to stay?

Should I tell you,
I'm glad you were my friend,
But I don't want to be here,
and that my life is gonna end?

Should I tell you,
not to miss me,
to move on with your life,
and soon you will see.

Should I tell you,
what people have said,
the rumors and lies,
it won't matter when I'm dead.

I am not happy,
I don't want to be here,
I don't want you to be sad,
please don't shed a tear.