Letter to my baby

It's hard to describe what u mean to me but that doesn't mean i won't try my hardest.
Everytime u come near me i feel like i could fall to pieces. And when u say u love me i kno u mean it but only cuzsumtimes i just wanna break down and cry when u say it.See, your the only guy that's ever done this to me, so it's kinda scary. But when we're together i feel like i could do anything and succeed just cuz u told me i could. And when u hold me in your arms. i don't want u to let go. only becuz i'm afraid of losing u forever.so if i hold on for what seems like forever it's cuz that's how long i want u to love me. Even as i sit here safe in my bed, less than a mile from u, i feel that if i don't talk to u soon i might just fall to pieces. See, u mean this much to me and i still feel like crying this very secondjust cuz i'm not in your loving arms. So when u hold me plez don't do it unless u plan on never letting me go. and when u tell me i can succeed, don't say it unless u plan on standing behind me all the way. but most of all, PLEZ don't tell me u love me unless u mean it and plan on saying it for the rest of your life. becuz u just might break my heart if u tell me these things and don't mean it cuz i love u and want to spend the rest of my life with u.