Ever heard the term 'so close yet so far away'
Well I understand it now after yesterday
There's signs everywhere and I know I can read them
It keeps me on track, believing in Him
When I think everything I've done is over
He gives me signs that all point to her
I don't know what it's supposed to mean
I'm struggling to get a good grip on things
I'm close to her heart but physically I'm far
I thought my feelings were done but God wants more
I'm confused as to what I'm supposed to do
But according to my signs, my ordeals aren't through
I can't just give up and be a selfish brat
I have to stop and think about other peoples' hearts
So I've decided that I have to live, just for one purpose
It's to find out what God wants before I rest
Have I found true love, and does God will it?
I need more signs, more time, just a little bit
Father please help if you really do exist
Is this the right path, and what should I risk?
I'm depending now on my light to lead me on
It should lead me a different direction from where I've gone
The girl I've hopelessly loved is my current problem
God if you work miracles help me lift this pain.