I Stop To Wonder

Looking in the mirror,
I see a reflection smiling back at me.
Feeling so lucky to have you,
Knowing that I don't always deserve you.
I stop to wonder, do you feel lucky to call me your own?

When people put you down,
You're the guy I defend.
With their vicious words, they attack me, as well as you.
I stop to wonder, if people were putting me down,
Would you defend me like I do with you?

Whenever I see you,
Even if its just for a minute or so,
Just a glimpse of you,
It takes my breath away.
Trying not to lose my cool,
But when you look at me,
I just lose control.
I stop to wonder, do I have this effect on you too?
Do I take your breath away? Do I give you butterflies inside?

Not seeing you for days, weeks on end,
It drives me insane,
As I miss you more and more.
Hearing wonderful tales of my friends and their boyfriends,
Knowing that I can't be with you,
Putting on a smile, but really wanting to cry.
I stop to wonder, do you miss me this way too?

The arguments, the fights and disagreements,
Do they make you feel blue too?
Does your heart break every single time, but with sweet simple words heal almost instantly?
I can cry for nights on end about losing you,
But with a few words from your lips,
The pain simply erases.
I stop to wonder, does this happen to you too?

Talking about you to my friends,
Saying that you may do wrong sometimes,
But you're still the one I love.
Imaging your face, imaging your smile,
Smiling to myself, making me want to be with you more,
Making me love you just that little bit more.
I stop to wonder, do you talk about me to your friends?
Am I still the girl you once said you adored?

I stop to wonder so many things,
Wanting to know what you think about me,
If you feel the way I feel about you,
If you feel the same.