Time

It seems as though time,
as fast as it goes by sometimes,
is standing still today.
I wish I could fast forward
to another time,
a new time,
somewhere in the future.

I want to be living in a time
where I no longer dream about you,
I no longer love you,
I no longer want to be near you.

I want to be living in a time
where I'm no longer angry with you,
or upset with you,
or hurt by you.

I want to be living in a time
where I no longer blame myself,
I no longer have regrets,
and I no longer want you back.

I know that when I get to this time,
I will still think of you.
There is no doubt that every day,
at some moment,
you will cross my mind,
but what I want when I get to this time,
is to be able to think about you
without tears filling my eyes.