I'm so sorry this happened! I even entered a poem in ur baby contest and everything... I hope ur ok! I really wish you the best. Your baby is in heaven. That's where all babies go if they die before life. I almost went there too. Thankfully there was a way to save me... you see, my heart stopped beating when I was inside my mom. They were panicking and everything. That's why my name is Kristi instead of Ivy. They changed my name because of my near-death experience. Kristi Victoria. Christ Victory.

I believe in so many things. I've come up with two versions of heaven. Where those who were innocent go. The other is the fantasy. Just never forget your baby and remember them. It will feel better than forgetting.

I wish you the best and if I could hug you I would. Luv ya Nikki! Don't forget that people love you and are proud of you for enduring everything.

*Hugs on the net*
Rainy

I like the line Tears Flushed With Blood
As I Lay Upon The Floor
Holding My Baby
Who Now Was Nevermore good stuff

I'm So Sorry, I have a poem called ' For Mykael' You might like, You could relate to it.

*Clouds n ur Is.