You told me that you'd love me forever,
you told me we'd spend forever together,
you lied to me about both.
loving someone forever does not mean leave them as soon as you feel you cannot fight any more,
loving someone forever is not being afraid to open up yourself and let go,
loving someone forever is knowing that even at the darkest times everything will be ok,
and loving someone forever does not mean throwing everything away.
I'm not trying to put words into your mouth... i know how much you hate that,
simply hoping i can give you a better understanding as to what true love really is.
don't you see that I'm always hoping,
hoping for a better tomorrow, for everything to be ok,
hoping you'll give your all to me and have so more memories to replay.
you lost hope in this relationship a long time ago,
you stopped believing in us because you are afraid.
although you know our fights are stupid, and we always come out on top,
you just stopped trying this time for reasons that are unclear.
so now I'm left here with all the good times we once had.
it tears me apart to know that we are longer an us,
that we will never have another goodnight kiss,
that we will never laugh together about the silly things we did,
it tears me apart to know that I'll be another girl of you past.
I'm glad that you're doing ok,
that your buddies are helping to pull you away.
but baby it wasn't a lie when i told you I'd love you forever.
i still have hope no matter what you say,
i still believe that we are meant to be in every single way.
but none of that truly matters,
you've turned you back on us,
i only wish that all those words you spoke to me, at the gas station, Saturday night, at my house, at yours, were all true and came from the heart.
I'll leave you with this,
I'm always going to have hope for us,
that is if you came to me in a few days, a week, that i will be here with open arms and lots of kisses,
i would give us another chance,
but if this is real, like your words have told me these past few days,
then i will except it and move on,
i will stay strong, but i will forever love you.
