Im sorry for making you feel this way

by tamara   Nov 14, 2005


I wanted you to see me soo bad
that i did stuff i never thought id do.
but dont get me wrong.. cos i dont blame you.
i blame myself for being soo stupid..
so stupid to let your problems get to me.
and i regret so many things.. so many things iv done and said,
but in a way, i wouldnt change them, cos at least you know how i feel.. iv never been so honest before.
and im sorry for making you feel like ending your own life.. just let me tell you that im not worth it.
just let me tell you that i never realised how important i was to you cos iv always felt like nothing..
cos uv always meant everything to me.. cos ur the only person thats inspired my life and made it seem worthwhile.. oh how things have changed.
but u had others.. many others.. that u relied on.. that you even loved.
and the only other person iv ever felt apart of was taken by you as well.. so i was jealous..
im putting my heart on the line here..
im sorry for making you feel this way..

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  • 19 years ago

    by *tegan

    You never meant nothing to me..you meant so much to me aswell..even though there were other people..that didnt mean that you were any less important to me or anything..and im sorry that what has happened has happened..and i wish that i could make it right..im sorry for the way i am..and im sorry if things have changed so much..to a point where i dont make your life seem worth while anymore..coz it is..and if i could turn back time..you know i would have let you in before now..before it was too late..maybe one day things can go back..but until then..im sorry..
    sorry for being me..

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