What should I say?

I don't know what to say
About what you asked me today
If I say yes, I love you
Will we fall apart and break away

I am so scared of telling you
How I really feel about you
Because I don't want you thinking twice
About what you and me do

You just don't understand me
How could you if "I" don't even know me
I think I know what I want
But that doesn't mean thats how its going to be

To tell you the truth
I fell in love with you
But I keep that secret with me
Because I don't want to lose you

Sometimes I ask myself
How can I love two
I love my papichulo, my first
But now you too are my baby boo

Sometimes I feel I like you more
But then I know I'll always love him
So what does that mean pa
Am I just like the rest of them?

Have I become what I have always criticized?
A mistress, a cheat, spitting out lies?
But I forget all those things
When you look into my eyes

You have me all confused
Between loving and wanting you
I know I want you all the time
But I also know I fell for you

And thats what scares me the most
Since we had agreed not to
And I am worried if you know
Then I would surely lose you

My heart wants to yell it out
But my judgment knows best
I keep my little secret with me
And forget about the rest

So what should I say
When you ask me if I love you?
I say maybe, I don't know
That way I could keep you

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:MELI::