I\'ll be missing you

Seems like yesterday we up in the hills chillin

remembering our childhood day we out stealin

this ghetto life ain\'t want it seems to be

my words can\'t express my emotions of want you mean to me

life hard with you not around

trying my best not to break down

can\'t want to see

if you be at the gates waiting for me

tell fate decides if we meet again

memories we had is the only thing keeping me going friend

just trippin on the day

when god took you away

so i got drunk for you alaina

got stoned for you to

now i\'m on my knees

cussing god to send you back to me

i couldn\'t eat, i couldn\'t sleep. i couldn\'t think

cause all i do is smoke and drink

seems like death had a hold on me

i\'m dying away trying to break free

it been a couple of days

when you went away

so i got drunk for you alaina

got stoned for you to

it just trips me out

begging god please

to send you back to us

to fix our broken hearts

cause all i do is drink and cry

wiping these ghettos tears from my crying eyes

hope i got the balls to say

i got drunk for you alaina

got high for you to

it\'s hard to believe you ain\'t around

it seem like i\'m just breaking down

i\'m holding your mother crying

trying to hold back my tears

when i bury you to the ground

i just broke down

so my girl

my sis

rest in peace

rest in peace

in loving memory

Alaina R. Waters

1987-2005