Finally dead

As i swallow pill by pill
i pray the lord my soul to kill
and as i swallow one by one
i hold the trigger on this gun

i pull the iron to my head
hoping that soon, ill be dead
i count to 10 and close my eyes
the pills were working,i was surprized

my lips turned blue and fingures cold
the gun in my hand,was to hard to hold
only moment until my end
so all my goodbyes i do send

so now with all my strength,ill figure
that once i finally pull this trigger
the pain will end and all the tears
every fright and all my fears

so take a deep breath
and hold it tight
then pull the trigger
with all my might....