Here i am sitting in the car
11:30pm
The wind outside is biting, leaving me tired and exposed
11:33pm
There the knife sits UN moving in my hand
11:34pm
Somehow i see its beauty that can take me from this life
11:36
The defroster is fighting, and the windows are clouded, and so is my head
11:40pm
If only you were me, you could feel the painful numbness that i put up with
11:43pm
The tears start to form and soon they are flowing from my eyes, smearing my makeup
11:45pm
My soul is hollow, emptiness full fills it
11:47pm
Breathing has become foreign to me
11:50pm
After the last few thoughts of you, I'm finally lifting the knife.
11:55pm
My heart starts to race as i push it hard into my wrist
11:56pm
And finally i slide it over
11:58pm
Suddenly i am calm, the tears have stopped
11:59pm
And so does my heart...
12:00am
The morning after..
Your running to my car, opening up the door the tears start running down your cheeks and you're feeling the numbness i felt. I guess you can say were even. Seeing a piece of paper laying on my dash you reach for it and your eyes are blurred but you open it up anyways and it says...its says..."I told you I'd die for you"...
