Fighting My Own Feelings

I know you don't believe me
but theres something in your eyes
i wish it didn't take me
so long to realize

at first i tried to be strong
i wasn't going to give in
until you kept pursuing me
i felt myself falling in love again

I'm sorry for all the times i acted stupid
your gone, and I'm to blame
if i didn't take things for granted
everything would still be the same

never thought I'd be here
you know writing an "i miss you" poem
but I am, and I hate this
..being alone

memories keep playing in my mind
i close my eyes and try not to cry
i hate fighting against
all the feelings I have inside

i love you so much
but here i am, alone
i hate you for not hearing me out
but then again, i should of known