In the pool of failed tries

Written words
Detailing the final
Months,
Days,
Hours.
Detailing how bad it hurt,
Why.
Saying goodbye,
And with one final gasp,
I tried.
A piece of paper,
Spattered with blood,
Next to the knife,
Next to the bathtub,
In the pool of red,
In the life of dred,
A body lies,
A death,
Filled with failed tries.