The end

Blood like ice in my veins. a smell of sickness in the air. my heart rotting in my chest. the gates rusted shut. rusted from the blood of the cuts. the key lost in my eyes. for no one to ever look upon. you were my everything. i put all i had into you. you tore it to shreds twice and still i trusted you. i got my 3rd try. that was all i wanted. but it wasn't what i wanted. it wasn't what i needed. you wore me down to much. i cant go on with you. leave me here for I'll be fine. you go on so you can shine. you were meant for so much more than lies and deception. you messed with my feelings, and it looks as if i did with yours. now we must go on and see separate shores. you will always be in my heart. i will never forget you. i don't care if you believe it or not, but i never wanted it like this. i must end this now before my heart sheds a tear. you can do so much better in this world. don't let me be your tears.