Silent tears in long conversations speaking about absolutely nothing and him not Even knowing that i love him and all of a sudden the world goes blank and my heart drops.it is him.standing there.panting trying to catch my breath because the sight of him takes the mear oxygen i breathe away.the stars in my eyes light up and sparkle when you are around..not Evin knowing that i love you..not Evin knowing that you mean the world to me..not Evin knowing that every move i make I'm in fear of slipping Evin further into the spell that i am know neck deep in like quicksand...head over heals...roaming up and down the path of where we should be walking together. like butterflies tangled in a web of love and dedication to one another spinning around like the words in my head you've always told me.running through my mind all the time and hoping that you'll notice everything Ive become is because of what you say or do every action every word i fall more in love....sleeping on a pillow of our promises and secrets...covered and warmed by your heartbeat...chilling my backbone with every blink of your green eyes..my body is now a melted potion of my broken heart filling up my head and drowning my soul in memories of you.as your lips tell me that were just fiends my heart tells me that its more more than any friendship i could ever have or get a Chance to touch with my own hands.my own fingers that will only get to touch your chest and feel your heartbeat for a brief second or brush my fingers through your golden hair and my arm rattles in confusion not knowing that it has felt the love of my life speechless and innocent...helpless...only you can help me out of this this thing that i now don't Evin feel as love...but something more much more like a bear wants honey..like an unfinished and barely told secret between friends collapsing and lingering on the truth or what they think is.. i love you...more and more as your cool breath shivers the back of my neck.and the only contact i get with you is to get a friendly hit or tap and wave..i want more then that..i want you...and we could stare in each others eyes all day and apologies for things never Evin done...Ive told you now how i feel and now that Ive caught my breath i can let you know that you are perfect...like a newborn baby with soft smooth skin rubbing against a mothers face...happy like i was when we first spoke...anxious to see you every day and scared to lose what we have...at the same time willing to do anything for you...the craving of wanting to kiss your lips dives me crazy...and my legs shake and rattle like jello just pulled out of the freezer...lust is a word that rolls off my tonger as my feet shuffle across the floor....still thinking about you..lost within myself and I'm not Evin looking because my Sal is lost inside you..ill journey deep inside you for days and never get bored..the same.ll of your Cologne makes me quiver and makes my fingers lace into each other to keep me calm..like running my fingertips over ice cold water and not feeling a thing because my body is always numb...so throw me on there ground and rub my chest and tell me that the thumping increasing and..play with my hair as the eyeliner..its not Evin close to being finished so ill pated please leave comments!
