There are many possibilities
in our relationship
you want to call it
there are ups
and there are downs
i hope you know that
i will always keep you up
and help bring you up
whenever and however i can
and i think to myself
of what might you be feeling
why that our plans have been
continuously canceled
and if its right
then i am amazed how long it took me
for if it is i have been so dumb
the reason you have been canceling
is because you also are scared
scared that you truly aren't normal
that neither of us are
that you or i, or even us, are cursed
and you don't want to admit it
because you want to stay as close as possible to normal
as you can
which is understandable
but canceling me out
is not the way to go
i will not push
if you don't want to move
i hope you now that
i am hurting
just as much as you
i could be more
or i could be less
but one thing is true
i love you
and i learned my lesson about leaving
and i will never do that again
parts of me
say this is true
its makes me not alone
parts of me
say this is untrue
and i am wasting my breathe
but the biggest part of me
says i need to find out soon
