I almost let you go,
not knowing how you would feel,
the reason i guess ill never know,
but what i feel for you is real.
your so far away,
you told me you'd care if i was closer to you,
i wish i had a better day,
sometimes i wish i knew whatto do.
you lied to me,
saying you didnt have a gf,
you kept it a secret cuz the truth u didnt want me to see.
sometimes i wonder if you could ever stop lying, i will never see the end.
i dont know what you're up to,
wish i knew how you are,
hope your not in trouble cuz then i wouldnt know what to do,
i dont cuz you're so far.
so i guess we are just friends,
wish it couldnt be but it has to be,
so this is where it ends,
wish you could be with only me.
at least i never lost you completely,
that would really kill me,
cant live without you, wonder if you could live without me,
so now everything seems real to me.
you told me you had a gf,
i told you i didnt care,
i guess thats a lie,
so people ask why,
i thought i loved you, you hurt me so bad,
wonder if you're glad.....
(sorry, i know this sucks but i need to write down me feelings somewhere. please comment if it means anything to u, probably not cuz no one is mike, hes a friend of mine, thanks)
