Letting Go!!!

I sit here with tears in my eyes
Thinking of all the secrets and lies
Your gone and Im left here all alone
Wishing and wanting you to call me on the phone
But I know it cant work were finally through
So I sit here in sadness, with nothing to do
I loved you so much, and its come to an end
So the rest of my love I will now send
I cant hold on any longer, Your not the same
And for everything its me that you blame
If loving you is a crime then I am guilty
But someday you will regret this, you\'ll see
As I move on and slowly let you go
Theres one thing I want you to know
You were my world, my everything, my heart
And for the past year we have slowly torn eachother apart
But even thou there was an imence amount of pain
Loving you is the one thing the kept me sain
I wish it wasnt this way, I wish I wouldnt cry
So I try to suck it up, But I still feel I may die
This isent as hard on you, since you said you didnt love me anymore
That day you ripped out my heart Ive never felt that much pain before
I dont want to try no more, I have to say goodbye
Because if you loved me at all you wouldnt make me cry
I will hold on to the memories, I\'ll let go of the love
And I\'ll make one last wish to the lord above
God if you let me love again, please dont let him hurt me
Because I was blinded this last time, The pain instore I couldnt see
Im so afraid to do this again, to open myself is too much
To get use to the good times, and then lose that touch
To wake every morning wondering if he loves you
To go to bed crying not knowing what to do
So I\'m gonna move on, its time to let go
You broke my heart, I hope you know
You dont care thou, you seem to be just fine
I wonder if you were ever really mine
I guess it doesnt matter, your doing great without me
I say good bye through such tear filled eyes, give me back the key
I want my heart back, I cant live this way
You broke my heart countless times that day
So I love you still, and I must erase this mess
Cuz your not the same man I must confess
So good luck in your life, Im outta here
You did this to me, made reality more of a fear!