You And Me *dear kate..again

You and me,
Just can't seem to be.
Because we are broken,
And leave words so unspoken.

I cried to you the other night,
Cause I needed you to hold me tight.
To take my pain away,
Like you did back in the days.

But now I don't recognize you,
And the image that's coming through.
Of a girl doing so much better,
Apparently I don't matter.

I thought we could works things out,
But we can only seem to shout.
The words we say are horrifying,
The things you do are defying.

I tried to explain to you the pain I feel,
And why this is taking so long to heal.
The reasons why I pushed you away,
The reasons why I've gone astray.

I felt like you didn't care,
Didn't seem like you were even there.
Because somewhere in the past,
We've lost the will to last.

So now I'm stuck and I don't know what to do,
Whether to keep our promise, and stick by you.
Or whether to make things right,
And walk away from this fight.

I know you won't admit it,
But you are happier, I can see it.
I don't want to drag you down,
Like I did my other friends, I watched them drown.

It seems what ever I do,
I'm not good enough for even you.
So I'm sorry I'm not what you need,
I'm sorry we will never succeed.