Awww, Hun YOU AREN'T DRAGGING ANYONE DOWN , aww this is a great poem but aww dont blame yourself for anything ever, You are an awesome friend,

Havn't tried every hard.....its not a matter whether you good enough...
f u c k...everyone is equal no matter waht... i love u anna you've pushed me to fair away this fight is beyond my or our control...you gave up on me without a valid reson...maybe we weren't meant to be.....thats not up to me......

Oh hun...my best friends sometimes make me feel that way 2...but I know they didn't mean it...based on this poem...I know u still miss her...hope everything works out between u guys ok...luv ya...Jane

The saying goes if you love someone let them go. if they come back it was meant to be.