Why Have I Once Again? - 15/11/2005

The way you touched me today,
Made me shiver,
But when you held my hand,
I didn't even quiver.

I felt like there was something,
When there is not,
And when you did that comfort test,
I thought of what we forgot.

How come we kissed?
Over and over, and so many more?
It was like we were going out,
But were not, even when you fell to the floor.

I don't know how I feel,
But I have a feeling you still like me,
But why am I leading you on?
I'm only going to hurt you, but I don't want to let you be.

I don't want to be your first,
I don't want to kiss you,
But I do want to kiss you,
Just another few.

Have I done this to my self?
Or have I let myself be dragged in?
Don't let me fall for you,
Not again, I won't let my heart win.

I know that if we happen again,
It will end up with me in tears,
I don't want to get hurt,
Another one of my fears.

If you take me,
Don't break my heart,
Don't let something little mess up everything,
So my heart has fallen back to the start.

So why have I once again,
Fallen for your soft touch,
And your words,
Over and over just as much.

Dedicated to Justin C.

©Elisha L. Brain